I still don't know if I should gear my blog towards cam models or the guys who watch them. I like addressing both, but an important part of blogging is to have a specific audience, right? Well, until I figure that out I hope I can be useful to all kinds of visitors.
Some cam girls have friends who are cam girls. I don't. I don't tell anyone I know about this job, which at times makes me feel a bit lonely! I get so self conscious now when there are guests over. The first thing I do is run around the house making sure I didn't leave my dildo or panties in a conspicuous place. Sometimes they end up on my kitchen table and I slap myself for being so forgetful. I think I need to get a dildo with a built in alarm system so that if I ever lose it I can just call it and it will ring for me. Anyway, having these secrets isn't all that bad. Despite feeling that I need to explain myself for whatever reason, I've always been the type to keep to myself. I'm used to it.
Friends always ask how much my boyfriend and I pay for our place. We're still in our early twenties, and where we live it's not that common for a young couple to be living together and being able to afford it. I wish people didn't really care but they're always curious. I've lived in this area for three months now and I have yet to make any close friends. I'm already used to having internet friends, and I feel like making new friends where I live will interfere with that. Still I wonder if I will ever make a friend I can tell everything to. It just seems so impossible. Who would accept it?
Some cam girls have friends who are cam girls. I don't. I don't tell anyone I know about this job, which at times makes me feel a bit lonely! I get so self conscious now when there are guests over. The first thing I do is run around the house making sure I didn't leave my dildo or panties in a conspicuous place. Sometimes they end up on my kitchen table and I slap myself for being so forgetful. I think I need to get a dildo with a built in alarm system so that if I ever lose it I can just call it and it will ring for me. Anyway, having these secrets isn't all that bad. Despite feeling that I need to explain myself for whatever reason, I've always been the type to keep to myself. I'm used to it.
Friends always ask how much my boyfriend and I pay for our place. We're still in our early twenties, and where we live it's not that common for a young couple to be living together and being able to afford it. I wish people didn't really care but they're always curious. I've lived in this area for three months now and I have yet to make any close friends. I'm already used to having internet friends, and I feel like making new friends where I live will interfere with that. Still I wonder if I will ever make a friend I can tell everything to. It just seems so impossible. Who would accept it?
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